Miggy's Reality

It’s one of those days that i just choose to randomly be at school for no apparent reason. Although i have other better more important things to do, i just have no sense of priority. Well, today hopefully would at least, be as productive as my responsibilities require. Wishing for the best for my lazy fucking ass today.

prior to myself executing a wasp with my zippo lighter (RIP little wasp), i just had an interesting chatversation with a longtime friend of mine from the homeland. i’ve always wondered what it should,could and would feel like to have an older brother in my life. i’m pretty sure having that older brother figure in a friend would be pretty much the same, although, i feel like it’s very difficult to find a person so knowledgable, so righteous and so caring. i always wondered, if i had a big brother like that, would my life have more direction? would i gave more motivation for fulfilling mine and my family’s dreams? i realize that despite myself not having an older sibling, i still have my parents to guide me. Even though i don’t have that kuya/ate figure, it still doesn’t give me an excuse to be slacking around. And despite this missing in my life, i still have my mother and god to look up to, and even my sister. My sister is 6 years younger than me but is doing better than i did in my earlier life, and i do look up to her. I have had the similar feeling for people that i have encountered in my life, but my relationship with them have just faded away. Maybe it’s because i didn’t take care of it. Well, at any rate, if that kind of friend actually comes my way, he or she would sure be looked up to and appreciated by me. And if the days comes that i become someone’s idol/mentor, i’d be sure never to let him/her down.

so finally, the rain has ceased!!! and now!?! i am in the middle of my hipster bike ride. :D haha just took pictures of the suicide bridge from under it. looks pretty cool! although i only got a few angles of just one side of it… haha and now im a PCC on a friday… wtf ughh i need to charge my phone but i left the cord at home D;